I felt this way last summer and my sister asked why I didn't just retire early (I am 58). Retire how? I wondered. I convinced myself I could suck it up for a few more years and reevaluate and in Nov. 2023 I was laid off on a team Zoom call. Not my first layoff and I decided I would retire early and somehow figure it all out! Have you thought about digital marketing? There are some ingenious programs out there that let you earn while you learn and the potential is crazy!